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This world is definitely not being fair!
Just last saturday, my friend's mother died after uncountable ups and downs in her leukaemia.
She had already survived breast cancer more than a year ago, then my friend went to America for a year last summer. In octobre the leukaemia broke out. This went up and down and didn't look too bad when my friend came back at the beginning of june. They never gave up hope and it really did show signs of getting better once in a while. And then suddenly, last monday there was the announcement in the local papers that she died finally in hospital.
Somewhen last week, my friend sent a message to someone to tell that she'd rather postpone an appointment because her mother is going to die in the coming days.
Now I ask you, is it fair that such a lovely and caring mother whom everyone liked just dies and leaves her grieving family behind? Why do things like that just happen? Why her? I honestly don't know many families who deserve such a fate less than this one.
It really makes me think of my own family. This could happen anytime to anybody. And my beloved grandmother is 78 years old, and I can never know when age is going take her. She once "promised" me when I was little, that she'll be present at my wedding day. But will she? I'm not likely to marry in the next 4 years at the very least...
This just fucking scares me! It's not like I wanted to die, but then I'd rather die earlier than watching my beloved ones around me pass away. I know that sooner or later I will lose someone near me, and I honestly don't know if I can cope with that.
Death is a bitch, isn't it?
Well, anyway. I cannot do anything about that, it's the way things are on this world. Unfair.
Just last saturday, my friend's mother died after uncountable ups and downs in her leukaemia.
She had already survived breast cancer more than a year ago, then my friend went to America for a year last summer. In octobre the leukaemia broke out. This went up and down and didn't look too bad when my friend came back at the beginning of june. They never gave up hope and it really did show signs of getting better once in a while. And then suddenly, last monday there was the announcement in the local papers that she died finally in hospital.
Somewhen last week, my friend sent a message to someone to tell that she'd rather postpone an appointment because her mother is going to die in the coming days.
Now I ask you, is it fair that such a lovely and caring mother whom everyone liked just dies and leaves her grieving family behind? Why do things like that just happen? Why her? I honestly don't know many families who deserve such a fate less than this one.
It really makes me think of my own family. This could happen anytime to anybody. And my beloved grandmother is 78 years old, and I can never know when age is going take her. She once "promised" me when I was little, that she'll be present at my wedding day. But will she? I'm not likely to marry in the next 4 years at the very least...
This just fucking scares me! It's not like I wanted to die, but then I'd rather die earlier than watching my beloved ones around me pass away. I know that sooner or later I will lose someone near me, and I honestly don't know if I can cope with that.
Death is a bitch, isn't it?
Well, anyway. I cannot do anything about that, it's the way things are on this world. Unfair.
